Monday, June 13, 2022

Living a lie

 


2 comments:

  1. Yes, learn to live with it and accept the fact you are much better being in a female body! Enjoy! Zoe

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  2. Over the next few years, I had a few dreams where I woke up as a guy but they were vague and faded from my memory pretty quickly. Then one day I woke up in bed next to a pregnant woman. I thought it was a very vivid dream at first but the urge to pee was different than I had ever felt before. It was 3AM so I eased out of bed and found the bathroom. I closed the door and turned on the light. I was now looking at the face of the man I would have been if I had not been switched at birth. We had never met but I had found his name and Facebook account a few years back and recognized him. His name is Jim.

    I raised the lid and seat of the toilet and urinated standing up for the first time. Touching a penis that I owned was strange and then it started to get stiff. I had touched my boyfriend's cock before and had it inside of me. The woman in the bed must be his wife. I guess they are married, there is a ring on my ring finger.

    I went back to the bedroom and saw the cell phone blinking on the table next to his side of the bed. I picked it up and it opened from facial recognition. There was a text explaining he couldn't stay a man any longer. He didn't want anyone to know he had left his wife a couple of months before she gave birth. He left me a binder full of info on his, no my, life. He apologized and said no one would believe me if I told them he used magic to swap our bodies instead of going to court to get swapped back. It took him a while to learn how to cast the spell and now it was permanent after several failures. He said he wasn't ready to be a daddy. He wanted to be single and free, no kids locking him into a long-time commitment with no free time to himself. He also wanted to try being a woman that he should have been.

    I wonder what being a father will be like? Probably less painful than giving birth. 6 months ago, I found out that the "Pill" isn't 100% effective. Jim should have done a little more detective work. I guess if no one will believe me, they won't believe him either. I think I'll just be quiet and learn to be a good husband and father. My boyfriend had left me when he found out I was pregnant. My mother was thrilled to have a grandchild coming but my father was ashamed of me.

    I would not have chosen to do this but I won't complain about how my life is turning out now.

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